joy does not come from without—
that is, from people, even very dear people, it comes from within
one does not loose sight of the sparkle
in another’s eyes,
one can discern
what is felt
when I walk through a blooming meadow
I can feel a joy bubbling up
a feeling of belonging right there
in the midst of the beauty of that field
I kneel in the grass
stretch out in it and look up into the blue of the sky
reaching beyond my vision higher and higher
or standing by a brook gurgling
along with its crystal clear water— there, too,
feel the joy swelling in me
little fish are swimming by
looking sideways up at me as if to say,
why is she here?
all because of joy—
for joy made me step into a shady cool forest
where just a few rays of sunlight through the trees
make the stillness delightful
a deep well is springing up
without ever loosing its power to flow outward
joy is the nectar of love
be it a blade of grass
or a singing bird in the bright blue sky…
“walk as if
you are kissing the grass
with your feet”